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Homemade Clay Extruder

8/5/2015

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Today I made a clay extruder following a how-to video on Ceramic Arts Daily. As I already had a caulk gun, it cost me less than $5 to make 3 sets of a 8" pipe and a test-cap die. I modified one of the test caps, so that I could insert dies I already had. It was very easy to make. As long as clay is soft it works well.

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If you're making one here in Rapid City, only Lowe's carried the particular test caps I was looking for.
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Organic Gardening, Sand, Faith, and Friendship

9/21/2014

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Keiko Sakakabara's life has never been easy. The 66-year-old retired ranch hand looks forlorn, without a family or a steady income, in this country. Yet, her heart is definitely not lonely. In my last visit to her, I felt reassured that she would manage no matter what. Her simple happiness lies in the circle of friends she has nurtured in the Nebraska Sandhills, in the abundance of garden vegetables, and in her indestructible faith in God's love.
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What I Learned from My First Sculpture Show

8/31/2014

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My first participation in a sculpture show was tough. I will share below what I learned from the experience.

1. Two Sculpture Shows Simultaneously
The Loveland Sculpture Invitational and the Sculpture in the Park were held next to each other. Seasoned artists compared the pros and cons of each before they applied for the booth. The Loveland Sculpture Invitation, in which I took part, required a large fee, $570 for me, and no commission. The other charged around $100 for the booth fee, but they would take 30% commission from the sales. The first gives you a 10'x10' space, and you're free to display your items any way you want. The booth space in the Sculpture in the Park is 8'x8'. You are allowed to bring in only 16 pieces. You can display 8 pieces at a time on pedestals that the show provides. Once you're juried into the Loveland Sculpture Invitational, you're automatically invited to the show in the subsequent years. It is tougher in the other show. Unless you make more than $6000, your application has to go through a jury selection again. If you're a bronze sculptor, you will probably want to be in the Loveland Sculpture Invitational. Most of the sculptures displayed there were bronze, and people generally went to see them. If your medium is not bronze, you may do better in the Sculpture in the Park, which showed wide varieties of artworks.

2. Sales in general were bad this year.
Those. who usually sell out, did not. Some did not even make the expenses. I barely made enough by selling lots of inexpensive functional ware. The change of management seemed to be the biggest influence. A seasoned artist told me the show used to be packed with people. They had been lined back to back in the aisles. That never happened this year. Rain, which we had every day, also chased the customers out, as they did not want to get wet walking from tent to tent.

3. Moral Support from Fellow Artists
Artists came around to chat with me when the show was slow. They did not linger when customers were around. I did the same. Two best advices I received from the fellow artists are:
  • Don't get disappointed even if I do not sell well this year. As my art is unique, it will take a few years to establish clientele.
  • Act confidently even if I have to fake it. People could see that I was not confident of my works. Boy, this is the most difficult assignment I have to tackle if I am going to try a show again.

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Designing a Permaculture Soil Swale

5/11/2014

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Redesigning my yard using permaculture methods is time-consuming and backbreaking,  but it makes me feel good that my little property is becoming friendlier to the earth. This year I made a soil swale - a water reservoir that is supposed to keep rain water in the ground.
When I acquired  this property 12 years ago, I wanted to make a Japanese garden, but I postponed the project indefinitely. As I assumed that maintaining a Japanese garden in the dry climate of South Dakota would consume lots of water, I just could not bring myself to do it. When permaculture gardening was introduced to me a few years ago, however, I felt the calling. My progress is extremely slow, but in 10 years I envision to have a little oasis with lots of edible plants. 
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“Could you let me take care of you even if you don’t like it?”

8/10/2013

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#107 Touch, 1997, pastel on paper, 20x16"
We fear to become burdensome to our loved ones. A 75-year-old friend told me she would rather be euthanized than being placed in a hospice because she does not wish to bother anyone in her last days. My mother would rather be institutionalized than becoming a burden to her daughters. The sick or aged may no longer be able to contribute physically for the society, but emotionally the final weeks or months spent together with them would mean much to those who care for them.  It is a passage that we all should go through – caring for our loved ones on deathbed when we are young, and accepting care when it is our turn to face the inevitable. 

I saw the following interaction when I was a hospice nurse.

The family decided to take care of her at home, and her youngest son quit truck-driving in order to become her primary caretaker. One day, when he helped the emaciated mother onto a commode, she was visibly upset. Losing her independency had been painfully hard for this strong-willed woman.

“What’s the matter?” the son asked.
  “I want….,” the mother uttered. “I want you to do what you want to do.”
“Mom, I’m doing what I want.”
“I mean, out there on the road!”
“Mom,” he sighed. “You may not like this, and I don’t know how to say this, but this thing is helping me.”

Yes, she was helping him cope with her passing. She was also helping him grow. The time he spent for her will continue to sustain him for the remainder of his life.
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Propaganda, Assumption, or Truth: How Some Americans Perceive Zapatistas

7/29/2013

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PicturePhoto © 2013 Jed Beadle
While a young American was enjoying himself in Zapatista country in Mexico, his friend was worried about his safety. She told me, “He can be kidnapped for ransom. It has happened there.” A comment on the young man’s Facebook page also said, “Zapatistas are known to kidnap gringos.”

Is it true, or is it influenced by propaganda?

I googled the Zapatista. They are revolutionary leftists, who have been seeking indigenous control over the land. Their major weapons are mass media and the Internet. I could not find any record linking kidnapers to the group. According to an article on the Christian Science Monitor, criminal activity, if they dare mix themselves in, could only jeopardize their meager existence because it would give the Mexican government a reason to attack them.

It is true that abductions of foreigners have soared in Mexico in recent years, and tourists should be cautious there. However, I believe that Zapatistas should not be blamed for it. Moreover, we should not assume what they do, based on what little we know of them.

When the young man returned to South Dakota, he told me, “They are sad, sad people.” Who would not be in the land where little ones die from curable diseases almost every day?

To know more about Zapatistas, watch A Place Called Chiapas.


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I’m willing to listen to you, even though your opinions are opposite of mine.

7/28/2013

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Picture#153 Fear, 2010, oil on canvas, 42x24"
Listening to a pro-dialogue discussion on Being this morning, I recalled the following:

As a young anti-gun supporter was feeling isolated among his friends in a pro-gun state of South Dakota, he visited me to hear my encouragement. While I was relating to him who supported his stance in this conservative town, my housemate came home. He immediately began to yell, “We need guns! We need marshals!” The young man and I hushed our conversation while the housemate was getting ready to go to gym. When he left, we uttered, “South Dakota is backward because of people like him.”

There was no dialog in the account, and it only deepened the gap between “them” and “us.” I assumed that my housemate was not going to listen to us. We had no respect in his opinions, either.

It is easier to shut “the other” out. However, in order to reach a middle ground between two opponents, we need to exchange dialogues. In the future, if I encounter a situation like the above, I shall respond and listen to “the other” openly with the willingness to change my opinions if he/she convinces me so.

On Being, Krista Tippett asked her guest speakers, “What is it in your own position that gives you trouble? What is it in the position of the other’s that you are attracted to?” I will keep the insightful questions in my mind.


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Interdependence – My Staple of Life

7/5/2013

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PictureAnn at work. Worrying that she might get tired, I prepared the "Cadillac" chair for her.
How can we build a community where people feel comfortable asking and offering help to one another? I haven’t yet found it, but l feel fortunate that I was able to foster friendships with a few people to a degree that we are overcoming our hesitancy to ask. This is, to me, the very beginning of a community building that I dream to be part of.

When I was repainting the exterior of my house recently, my 75-year-old friend Ann called me and said she would come to help me. I did not think she could, as her gait was unsteady and her hands were shaky. Despite that, she showed up next day with a pot of soup to share with my helpers. Several years ago, when she had stained her deck, I had gathered my friends and gone to help her. As she remembered it, she wanted to reciprocate to me however small her contribution might be.

Gary, another friend of mine, had 3 days off from his seasonal work in Montana and returned home on the weekend I started my painting project. Initially I declined his offer of assist, as I wanted him to spend time with his wife Bjo. However, Bjo replied, “We will spend time together helping you.”

My chance to return them a favor came when heavy rain we had a month ago flooded their basement. Gary was back in Montana, and I was in the middle of my painting project. Of course, I put the project aside and went to clean the basement.

I believe in interdependent relationships. The exchanges of labor I mentioned above are a minor aspect of such relationships, but love, respect and trust that we have developed toward each other mean the whole world to me. I feel rich just to know I am blessed with such friends.


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